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قَصِيدَةٌ فِي مَحَبَّةِ صَدِيقَتِي.

أَنْتِ أَيَّتُهَا الْأَمِيرَةُ الَّتِي دَخَلْتِ حَيَاتِي وَأَنَا فِي انْهِيَارِي فَغَدَوْتِ دَوَاءً أَسْتَشْفِي بِهِ مِنْ يَأْسِي وَآلَامِي وَأَوْجَاعِي.

غَدَوْتِ أَقْرَبَ إِلَيَّ مِنْ نَفْسِي وَأَنَا غَرِيقٌ فِي بِحَارِ أَحْزَانِي وَأَصْبَحْتِ صَدِيقَتِي الَّتِي أُفْضِي إِلَيْهَا بِجَمِيعِ أَسْرَارِي.

وَأَنْتِ الْأَمَلُ الَّذِي تَعَلَّقْتُ بِحَبْلِهِ وَأَنَا فِي انْكِسَارِي وَذِكْرَيَاتُ الْمَاضِي تُطَارِدُنِي وَأَنَا مُسْتَسْلِمٌ لَا أُبَالِي.

دَخَلْتِ كَالشَّمْسِ الْمُشْرِقَةِ فَمَحَوْتِ عَتَمَةَ ظَلَامِي وَأَخَذْتِ بِيَدِي وَرَسَمْتِ الْبَسْمَةَ عَلَي وَجْهِي وَأَنَا أُعَانِي.

ثُمَّ بَدَأْتُ أَنْجَذِبُ إِلَيْكِ انْجِذَاباً شَدِيدًا بِغَيْرِ اخْتِيَارِي وَتَحَوَّلَتْ مَشَاعِرُ الصَّدَاقَةِ إِلَي حُبًّ يَجْتَاحُ كِيَانِي.

حَاوَلْتُ الرُّجُوعَ عَنْهُ بِكُلَّ قُوَّتِي وَعَزِيمَتِي وَإِصْرَارِي وَلَكِنَّ الشَّوْقَ غَلَبَنِي وَالْحَنِينَ إِلَيْكِ حَطَّمَ أَسْوَارِي.

أَيْقَنْتُ أَنَّي عَشِقْتُكِ وَلَا مَهْرَبَ لِقَلْبِي مَنْ غَايَاتِي فَإِنَّي أَشْعُرُ بِأَنَّ فُؤَادِي وَجَوَارِحِي تَذُوبُ فِيكِ عِنْدَ لِقَائِي.

وَلَقَدْ أَخْفَيْتُ إِحْسَاسِي عَنْكِ كَيْ لَا تَقْطَعِي وِصَالِي فَرُبَّمَا هَجَرْتِنِي بَعْدَ ذَلِكَ فِي صَمْتٍ وَارْتَحَلْتِ مِنْ غَيْرِ وَدَاعِي.

غَيْرَ أَنَّ عَيْنَيَّ بِنَظَرَتِهِمَا إِلَيْكِ أَظْهَرَتَا مَا فِيهِمَا مِنِ اشْتِيَاقِي وأيضاً لَهْفَتِي عَلَيْكِ والتقرب مِنْكِ دَائِماً بِاسْتِمْرَاري.

رَغْماً عَنَّي وَجْهُكِ يُلَاحِقُنِي كَالظَّلَّ فِي كُلَّ أَوْقَاتِي فَقَدِ اسْتَوْلَيْتِ عَلَي عَقْلِي وَفِكْرِي وَاقْتَحَمْتِ حَتَّي أَفْكَارِي.

فَأَنْتِ تَعِيشِينَ فِي خَيَالِي وَلَا أَكْتُبُ إِلَّا عَنْكِ فِي جَمِيعِ أَشْعَارِي وَتَأْتِينَ دَائِمًا فِي أَحْلَامِي وَأَنَا أَخْتَطِفُكِ عَلَي صَهْوَةِ حِصَانِي.

وَأَخَافُ عَلَيْكِ كَأَنَّك وَاحِدَهٌ صغيرةٌ مِنْ الأَطْفاْلي وَأَغَارُ مِنْ نَظَرَاتِ الرَّجَالِ إِلَيْكِ وَأُرِيدُ أَنْ أُخَبَّئَكِ بَيْنَ أَحْضَانِي.

فَلَا تَلُومِينِي عَلَي مَحَبَّةِ قَلْبِي لَكِ فَذَلِكَ لَمْ يَكُنْ قَرَارِي وَاعْفِي عَنَّي فَمَا عُدْتُ أَسْتَطِيعُ بَعْدَ الْيَوْم أَنْ أُخفي غَرَامِي.َ

وائل حسنين

A poem about loving my friend.

You are the princess who entered my life when I was in a state of collapse, and you became a medicine with which I could recover from my despair, my pain, and my pain.

You became closer to me than myself while I was drowning in the seas of my sorrows, and you became my friend to whom I confided all my secrets.

And you are the hope whose rope I clung to while I was in my brokenness and the memories of the past haunted me while I surrendered and did not care.

You came in like a rising sun, erased the darkness of my darkness, took my hand, and put a smile on my face while I was suffering.

Then I began to be very attracted to you, without my choice, and the feelings of friendship turned into a love that invaded my being.

I tried to get away from him with all my strength, determination, and determination, but longing overcame me and longing for you broke down my walls.

I am certain that I adore you and that my heart has no escape from my goals, for I feel that my heart and my feelings melt in you when I meet you.

I hid my feelings from you so that you would not break off ties with me, and perhaps you left me in silence after that and left without saying goodbye to me.

However, by looking at you, my eyes showed my longing in them and also my eagerness for you and to always be close to you with my continuity.

In spite of me, your face follows me like a shadow at all times. You have taken over my mind and thought and even invaded my thoughts.

You live in my imagination, and I only write about you in all my poetry, and you always come in my dreams, and I kidnap you on the back of my horse.

I fear for you as if you were one of my children, and I am jealous of men’s looks at you and I want to hide you in my arms.

So do not blame me for my heart’s love for you, for that was not my decision. Forgive me, for after today I can no longer hide my love.

Wael Hasaneen